LIFE,PONDERINGS,AND FUN

Ready to start my new JOB in the morning!
The "Big Event" at Center Grove Baptist church today was wonderful! Almost 1000 in attendance! Had 3 overflow rooms full plus sanctuary! The new lobby area is wonderful ,so open and greatly expanded! Love it!  Sanctuary was painted and all new chairs brought in too!Lunch on the grounds was good too! Lots of fellowship going on!
Next few weeks will be busy!
Dixie Classic Fair coming in 3 Fridays! Oct.2-11th!!
Morgan, if you read this...are you coming home that first weekend to go to fair??

Fuzzy was moved into a room late yesterday.They are monitoring his heart and his kidneys,slowly taking him off oxygen.He is still having fficial&hs=Q5C&ei=BeirSsLyLpaCtge145GuCA&sa=X&oi=spell&resnum=0&ct=result&cd=1&q=diaherra&spell=1" class="spell">diaherria  though. they cant get that under control.Peggy was very tired this morning when I talked with her. She looked it yesterday,but today you hear it in her voice. She has today covered.Hopefully she can get some sleep while her mom takes dialysis, as her aunt will pick her mom up afterwards.Peggy plans to go home and try to sleep a bit. She needs to. I'm concerned about her. She is gonna collaspe if she doesn't rest soon...She will probably get me to help her tomorrow...
James and I went yard sale-ing  this morning. it gives us something to do and we never spend much. Maybe a few dollars. Its our Saturday morning routine! We found Morgan a drum set for xbox today! called and woke him up to ask if he wanted them...just $7.00!!! They put everything at half price after 11 am! They are gonna have a great yard sale by doing this and they were cheap anyway! Orginally the drums were $15.00!  Came with the rock revolution game. I just hope they work! She said they did and they seem to be in great shape! Wont know til Morgan uses them!
Last weekend we went to Hillsville to the huge flea market there. I didnt think it was as crowded as in years past. Because of the recession many didn't travel for it. Even the vendors were down.We still enjoyed it, just getting away for a day was good! Got to see Morgan too, as he popped home for the weekend cause he bought a drum set and had to pick up his glasses that came in.It was hot though last weekend! I was ready to quit at 2, but James insisted we rest a bit then plow on some more! I was wore out! we got there at 9 that morning, and we finally quit about 4:30...still about 3-4 hours left that next day to cover it all. We got to our room about 5 and collasped. I got a shower and saw that I was sunburned! ouch! I put sunscreen on! anyway, we walked over to Sagebrush to eat. we were too beat to drive anywhere. waited an hour to sit, then waited 30 mintues for our food.... Finished at 8 then went back to room and fell into bed! we were asleep by 10! whew! Up at 7 next day and started again! we finished about 10:30...I will never do that again! I cant take the heat anymore. I feel like i'm gonna pass out in it. today while yard sale-ing I felt like it again. I get really weak all of a sudden and feel shaky, and cant get a good breath... I dont know what it is...but it bothers me. Since I turned 46 this year, I feel like my body is deserting me... Perimenopause... Hot flashes, cold,chills, now this with the heat. I get too hot now...Maybe I should get checked out by the doctor. Mood swings too! I can bite someones head off if they cross me at the wrong time of the month now!!!I cant help it either. Family will just have to deal with it!! looks like I've got a ways to go before I'm out. Most of my friends tell me it ends about the time you turn 50ish!! So I'm looking at 4 more years of this!??? Ouch!!!
We went to the West game last night..It was really wierd with Ariana not cheering... Still saw a lot of parents there whose kids graduated with Ariana. Even saw some there home for the weekend from college. Just as 4th quarter started,it starts raining...I look at James and start laughing...we wait a bit, and it starts getting harder, so pack up and leave. passed several others and we said"No need to get wet this year! Not sitting in any rain!" everyone laughed. last year see, it practically rained every football game! and we had to stay then! With Ariana cheering and James head of concessions, there was no leaving. Sat under an umbrella most of the season and learned to deal with getting wet! So, last night was fun to get up and leave with everyone else!! We sat in car and listened to the rest of the game...West won, 28-21...Its a wonder though as many passes as they threw and missed,dropped or whatever...They lost over half the team as most were Sr.'s. last years team was great..
Of course all the parents still there saw James and tried to get him back,or tell him they miss him doing concessions! Some even told him that it went downhill a bit! Oh well! It's time for other parents to step up to the plate and do it!! The new couple that took over the concessions said they didnt really know just how much work it took to keep it up! Ha! We told em!!its like having a second job with no pay! and then no other parents want to help.."Oh I have to see my child play!" what's one night??? oh well, not our concern anymore! we will go to most of the home games I guess. I especially want to see Homecoming... the athletic director gave James a pass for this year, for all the years he put in as head of concessions. Old saying goes, no one appreciates you until you aren't there!
Wow! 2 days at once on here1 I'm on a roll!!

well, again I haven't written in awhile...
After I last wrote, we were getting ready to go see my mom in Jacksonville,NC where she is in a nursing home...That morning we got up to a flooded basement...so, we had to stay,, called insurance, and plumber...Both came out that day and next day...with the insurance check we got we made an extra house payment..God works in mysterious ways! now we are only one month behind...but they continue to not want to help us..just this week we were again denied for the loan mod...they told us as long as we were behind and in the hole each month we would never qualify!! What??makes no sense...we were told that was why people like us could qualify for it..job loss, behind on payments,etc...That's what Obama said!!  its so frustrating!! Our second mortgage co. gave us a loan mod in 2 days!!! and we were behind with them too!! what's up with that??  who do you contact to find out if your mortgage co is jerking you around??/ they have to report to someone do they not?? sigh----
Good news is I got a job yesterday...Its part time like I wanted, no nights and no weekends..and only about 3-4 hrs a day, but every bit helps..I'm on Emergency unemployment now and my understanding is that that runs out in Oct... so we are still fighting to save our house as it stands now... oh and our first mortgage told us we needed to pare our bills down since we are in the hole every month..ok, well, we went to a credit manager and He told us there was no where to cut back!! we are paying only what we have to right now-utilities,insurance,gas,food,stuff like that that you cant pare back.. other good news, my husband  and my daughter got some help to be able to go to Doctor and get meds now...Ours is no cost to go to Doctor and daughter has to pay $5 each visit.Husband is diabetic, so he got his meds for free and my daughter is on a couple of meds that are free now too..that is a big help there..and our past doctor bills were covered and paid also which was almost at $1000.00.....now just owe the dentist $500.00...dont know when that will get paid...as no extra money at all. And here in NC taxes went up!! are they trying to kill us??? Our property taxes we owe this year are almost $2000.00!!!!! and sales taxes went up too... and now Duke Energy is wanting to raise its cost??? great...people are struggling..what do they want?our blood??? Christmas this year will be bleak..I just basically want my family together.. still trying to figure that out..with property taxes due right in Jan. that kills us..Christmas isnt about getting anyway..its about Christ and his birth.. we love each other and have fun as a family..that's what matters..The Black Friday list has already come out...those that have $ to spend-have at it...we don't.... yesterday in the mail we get 3 different letters from the county ..we owe $5 per cat we now have ..taxes on our animals!! I thought we came to America to flee Taxes on everything !! and for Religious freedom!!  good grief... tax this, raise this, what next???
have I said enough??? No wonder I was depressed earlier this week...
I was going to leave for the beach today with 3 good friends. they were going to take care of me so I could go.yesterday evening we get a call from one of them, my really good friend(I call her my Sis!) and her Dad was in ICU.. She had to call 911 earlier as he fell twice...so weak.... he had been sick all week but thought he was getting better... he was so dehydrated that they had to use a force bag to get the fluids in him. he took 4 bags I think..anyway, the rest of us told her we were not leaving her behind to go on to the beach..She wanted us to go on..can you believe that??She is so unselfish..I told her to shut up!! we were staying to be with her and the beach would still be there whenever...She couldn't help it that her dad got so ill...they weren't even sure he'd pull through last night! and she wanted us to go on.. No way!!my husband and I went over to hospital after she called and stayed. we took her to get something to eat. she went to be with her mom last night. her mom is diabetic and confined to the house..She has to be carried several times a week to receive dialysis. And she needs constant care..my friend is an only child so everything falls on her. She is a wife, and mother to two teens herself and works.. talk about having a full plate.. she does..
anyway I talked to her about 9 this morning and her dad stablizied during the night. they want to move him into a room out of ICU and regulate his meds. he lost so much weight...Will find out more later this afternoon..

my daughter started College in late August and she has adjusted well. Its our local community college, but she is doing great!! She has already aced a couple of tests! next fall she will transfer to UNCC. She has a new "Boy friend" lol says she doesn't want to be involved with anyone right now and they are just friends. I like him he is very nice.
Son has new girlfriend this year at Appalachian. he loves his apartment and having his own room!
I'm glad they are both settling in well.
well gotta run for now..maybe I will post again before another month rolls by! or two!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
July 12th,1963 was a cold day I was told...
I was born about 11:00 am, somewhere around there. I tend to forget that..I need to look it up in my baby book again..
But today is very humid and hot...typical July weather!
There are a lot of us July babies out there!
Love to hear from you all!
What day in July?

53 °F (1963) in WS NC

Ok,So I haven't posted here since Feb..ALOT has happened since then....
Job loss in Feb. ,then other part time job lost in march, started unemployment, and still on it as of now, July 6 2009. There are no jobs to be found right now...Son got one back in June at Lowe's in deli, but that's not for me..
Daughter still working her job at Mall and came home today saying she got another job now too. Sure, kids, teens, young adults can find some, but no -one wants to hire a middle aged adult. yeah, my birthday is coming up this week. will be 46.
Daughter graduated in June from high school. It finally sank into my head. I have no more kids... adults have taken over their bodies, maybe not so much their brains...anyway... Things are changing... I don't handle change so well... went to the beach in late May. A dear friend gave us the money to go... I'm glad I got away for a bit...
Too much with money is happening right now...not enough of it for one...House is another thing...Worry... Worry is a sin... but I still do it...
Too much is circling round inside my head.....
Why do us mom's take on everybody's burdens? God made us that way, I know, but why?
I thought after we filed bankruptcy in '93 that things would slowly build up again over the years... instead they are going downhill... I will not lose my house.... I know its just a material thing.... But its HOME..
In 2006 we refinanced.I'm thankful we did that because we did have an ARM...That could have been disastrous.. James brings home 2000.00 a month. Both mortgages are 1500.00 a month... see.. not much left over to get things done and paid for. We lost my whole income of 1200-1500 a month. That hurt...
Unemployment is nothing...measley 159 a week... I'm thankful for that amount ,yes, but.....
They say as long as we dont miss another payment they wont start the foreclosure process to take it from us. Behind two payments and they are demanding that by Aug 6th. almost $4000.00 with all the late fees and such added in... where will that come from? I dont have a clue. banks turned us down for refinancing. trying to negotiate a lower payment and trying to see if we qualify for it.... tried one time but they used our $ from last year..trying again now with now $.  And doctors. owe like close to 5000.00 on them... we have an appointment in late July to see if they can help us there with that. We have not had health insurnace since before Ariana was born. we got help with her hospital bill back then in '91.
I hate this economy.....This is another great depression ..... Some people are not having problems and dont understand why us middle class and lower class are struggling.......get out of your stupid shells and look around!!   Yea, I'm a bargain shopper like a lot of people are now, but I've always been that way. Frugal.
We started building a laundry room onto the house in Aug of last yr, before the job losses. It's kinda of finished but still needs some work done...Still a hole in my kitchen where a pantry is supposed to be being built.....
one day...... and when you own a house there's always work that needs doing on it... I have a list right now of stuff that needs doing... if it doesnt get fixed soon then it will get worse.... like leaking pipes and ceiling falling down...just like a car..you must maintain it or it will get worse over time and then -boom- you have no car...
all our vechiles are used here. only one bought new was the truck in 2004 or was it 2003? I think '04 is right...
The kids cars are the oldest and i worry about them... Sons car is not looking so good.... praying it will continue to hold up...Daughters jeep is a gas guzzler and eats oil... praying for it too...
Truck's starter is going bad. has to park it on a hill to get it to start now....
well, there's so much more I could write... I got a lot off my chest... but there is still so much more.....

An interview with Rick Warren by Paul Bradshaw